If you ask me what I am, the FIRST thing I will identify is that I am a redhead. Sure, I have not really seen my natural color in 20 years but as I like to tell the boys – I can prove it.
Being a redhead allows you to be spunky and brash and quirky. It also means people assign a sexuality to you that you maybe do not deserve. I am not good at “sexy” but this is something I am working on. But the rest of it? I will take full advantage of – I am irreverent, snarky and tend to whisper when something is important.
On June 14, 2013 I am 39 and a half. I am terrified of turning 40. I am terrified I will end up alone. I am self employed and terrified of being broke.
Last year started a sort of self discovery. I went to see if I had ADD and I did. And I thought the pills would cure it and then I just move on and continue being awesome. Only it led to therapy. And that was an eye opening experience.
I had a falling out with a friend this year. And she used things I said in my blog, well not against me….but whatever. I did not care about that part of it. I decided there were people who knew that blog that did not need to know my triumphs and tribulations. I wanted a private place to talk about it all. With no one I know seeing and judging. Writing is how I process. I was really good at it when I started blogging (10??) years ago. There were stories as I was young and drunk and meeting different people. Now I am a little more dull. It is a little more about my internal workings.
This will remain anonymous. Just between us.
So, welcome! Leave a comment. Ask a question. Debate an answer. Tell me I am an asshole. Whatever you feel like.
She' mad but she' magic 