I do not get a lot of alone time right now. I am either out or someone is buzzing me on my phone all day long – text, email, T!nder, fb.
The quiet feels good. To sit on my couch with only a random text from Solar Guy (who is the only one I am super into at this point). He sends a quote that I already love. I am not sure if he is nuts or not. I am not sure I will see him again.
But for now, I will not worry about Solar guy. I will enjoy a quiet night in my own home. Maybe J the Attorney will call tonight. Maybe he won’t. He says he is home with the flu.
The Coach came over last night after being out of town with his team. I had warned him I was PMSing yet he came anyway. And he poked. Which is really not a good way to approach PMS.
He did try to be nice eventually. I was curled up on the couch about asleep and he tried to give me a massage. The massage was good. But he is a little dumb. He is too agreeable and not bright enough. I just cannot do it anymore. Even if I would love to have someone touch me like that all the time.
I did not hear from him today. Does he know? Is that good? Is he over me? He was bent that I kicked him out at 12:30 last night. Yeah, it was raining. How is that my problem? I had to tell him to go as he would not take a hint. Me yawning and saying I have a long day tomorrow, me barely awake. Did he think he could stay?
Tuesday I went out with Z – The Exec. Super good looking. Tall and handsome. He had to take a call as soon as I got there, so it was a little awkward. But we seemed to get along fine. He does not want to date. Or he only wants to date. He does not want a relationship. And I was pretty clear I do not want just sex. But if he wants to hang, I am down.
He looks very buttoned up but he played along well. I did hear from him the next day. And I might check in with him tomorrow. Just to say hi.