I am watching some rom com or something and that was a line. “Do you like complicated women?” And I think I am going to ask everyone I might possibly date that.
I have not heard a peep from The Man since Thursday when he decided to go to Tahoe instead of therapy with me. I am not feeling like contacting him. I am slowly putting the house back together. I will have to contact him eventually to pick up his stuff.
I am making some changes.
I never wanted to live an accidental life. I have plans. I would like someone to make plans with me, but if not, I am forging ahead. I am going to be very careful who I surround myself with. I am going to put lots of good stuff in and keep the bad out. I am going to go slow. I am going to read. And I am going to write. I am going to think about what I want. And I am going to own what I have to offer and stop worrying about what I see as my faults. I am going to learn to state a want and a need and stick by them. I am going to take care of me.
And maybe, someday, I will meet someone else who wants to take care of me, too.